KRISTINE

Last night, we had Christmas party my family alone since my 2 siblings would not spend Christmas eve with us so we decided to scheduled it yesterday December 18.. I invited Altair to come with us and i was really surprised kze nga sbi nya nahihiya cya. Buong araw ko na ata cya kinulit pero wla pa ring effect yet He has planned pla to attend..  masaya kwentuhan, inuman kmi magkakapatid.. we had a chance pra ireminisce lahat ng past Christmas namin especially nung mga bata palang kmi.. Since we were grown ups now we really had no time for each other may mas mga priorities na kmi.  2 of us were already married and had their own families.,. Nakita ko na tlgang sbrang happy na MOM and DAD ko.  My niece JULIA, our entertainer, really shown her talents.. May crush nga cya ky ALtair.. kze nung dumating c altair she was so pahanga. She used to call him TITO pa hah?hehe.. Lalo pa kming sumaya when we got into EXCHANGE GIFTS,we were all excited tlaga.

Everyone seems so happy.. it was our first Christmas party.. and hopefully it’ll be every Xmas na..

i wrote this last year pa i just finished it lastnight

for almost  18 years of my life, there’s so much hatred and insecurities living within my system.. But when I thought LIFE is so cruel, something happened to change my entire being forever.

I tried to conditioned myself of not expecting too much from others.  Almost always, I lived each day independently.  Some thought i’ve live a very fullfilling LIFE>  I can easily put these dilemma @ the back of my head and pretending to live an EXCITING FUN-RIDE of reality.

But GOD has always the means of surprising us.  One day He touched me and my LIFE was entirely changed.  A new beginning it was for me.  A pessimistic I am, I never tried loving again.  After 2 years of undergoing a recovery from a broken heart, I really despise the idea of opening it once more.  But during my stormy days my faith with the LORD grew deeper despite of this miserably LIFE I’m living.

Not until I met ALTAIR, also a PT student.  The once magic I experienced on my first love is just the same when my eyes first laid on my countenance.   WEEK after, I was able to converse with HIM thru text. There’s something in me that thunderstriked so hard after it was all happened.  Little I know, this would open a GATE for the one gift of LOVE.  Something that bind us closer together was that one incident we rolled into laughter.

Weeks go on and I found myself falling deeper for HIM.  I can say that HE was the most willingly BUDDY to listen.. God did’nt cease me from loving HIM.  He did a lot of way for me to see him more often though we’re different schedule..  DECEMBER 9, 2004, we’re officially on. Though it wasnt that romantic and I was not prepared, I know i love him and I want to spend the rest of life with ALTAIR>>>